It has been a whirlwind of emotions the past few days. This past weekend we went out in Seoul for one last night in Hongdae (my favorite area in Seoul) with everyone so it was a really fun weekend. I was supposed to teach two more days before heading home on Wednesday but due to some weather related events, Monday ended up being my last day. Most people would probably think that would be great and you get an extra day off work but no, it was more stressful!
Monday was my last day with my first and second graders, so I had already prepared small gifts for them and was ready to say goodbye. However, halfway through first grade I find out that today is my last day and not Tuesday because of a typhoon that was supposed to hit Korea on Tuesday. I was immediately distraught because I didn't say goodbye to my kindergartners that day since I was planning to on Tuesday. So needless to say, the rest of the day was emotional. Saying goodbye to my first graders was especially hard because they were the kids that I had all year long (they were my kindergarten class the first 6 months I was in Korea, and then my first grade class my 2nd six months). Spencer, possibly my favorite of all my students, kept hugging me and saying, "Don't go" and "one more year please." It was heartbreaking. He gave me a little present and his mom wrote a card saying thank you and also telling me how Spencer cried, which of course made me cry even more just reading it. Saying goodbye to my second grade wasn't as sad since I wasn't as attached to them but it is still a weird feeling! The kids did all write me little notes during their break time saying thank you and that they will miss me though which was nice!
After class ended on Monday, I didn't even really know what to do. It took a little while to pack up my desk, and then I stayed and talked to my supervisors for a little bit. Then, Lucy, the head supervisor had the idea to video tape me saying goodbye to my class and then we could send it to all my kindergartner's parents. So, of course I start crying in the video, but Ellie (my kindergartner supervisor) sent it to all the moms to show their kids. Then, the head of the school and the supervisors who were still at work decided to take me out to dinner as a way to say thank you. We went to this really fancy, delicious Chinese restaurant and reminisced about my time here. They had really nice things to say about me and my classes which meant a lot to me. Throughout dinner, four of my students had sent me little videos back to Ellie to show me so of course I kept crying through out dinner too! Luckily Ellie is going to send me the files of them!
After dinner I was emotionally exhausted so I cleaned my apartment a little more and went to bed. Now that I didn't have to work on Tuesday I had a little more leeway of packing time and finishing everything!
Tuesday, no typhoon was seen. It was windy all day but it barely even rained where I lived. I am still a little nervous about my flights tomorrow but I should be ok since I think the typhoon is pretty much well into North Korea now! So I spent the day finishing packing, cleaning, running to the bank, going to the YMCA to work out one last time (especially before Dairy Queen is back in my life!) and hanging out with my friends. We had one last Korean barbeque dinner at my favorite restaurant and called it a night! Now I'm sitting here, with my apartment pretty much empty and thinking about all the great times I had in Korea so I thought I would write a list of things I will miss. However, that being said, first I must remind myself of all the things I didn't like here too!
What I will not miss in Korea...
- The spitting. Not just a regular spit but a deep down in your throat nastiness. ALL THE TIME.
- The lack of personal space. Like when a woman literally stands in front of me on the subway as if I'm going to hug her from behind...or the pushing, or bumping, or stepping on you without any awareness!
- Not being able to understand almost everything!
- The chewing. The smacking and moaning and everything. Ick.
- The squatter toilets at nasty bars.
- People constantly being attached to their smart phones (although I'm sure that it'll be the same in America soon, unfortunately...)
- Feeling so crowded, most of the time.
- The hot, humid, sticky weather
- The hard mattresses (or lack of beds at all, although I will admit sometimes sleeping on mats on the floor is fun... but not sleeping on a mattress that's a rock everynight)
- My students. Their laughter, their smiles, their excitement when speaking English, hearing them use phrases that they picked up from me (like the eenie meenie miney mo song and "Uh oh!"). Having them sit on my lap, drawing me pictures, saying "I love you" everyday. Even the times when they misbehave and they are being SO difficult. I love them all so much.
- The food. So delicious!
- Hongdae..although I won't miss staying up until 7 in the morning and feeling horrible the next day :)
- The mountains and the beautiful scenery all around. Especially, Seoraksan National Park.
- Jimjilbangs, the Korean bath houses.
- Noraebangs, the karaoke rooms.
- My co teachers and friends, they are all amazing people who have taught me a lot.
I'm sure there are so many more things that I can't think of right now, but overall, the pros outweigh the cons. I would have never thought that one day I would have gone to visit South Korea, let alone teach there for a year! It has been a roller coaster, but a good one. I'm so thankful for this experience in my life. I've learned a lot about myself, met some wonderful people along the way, and will leave Korea with an appreciation and (at least a better) understanding of the Korean culture. There were times when I was homesick, but I'm glad I never gave up and finished my year here. I truly cherish my time spent here and have made some unforgettable memories throughout the year.
As my best friend Abby wrote to me before I left, "Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things you don't do than by the ones you did. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover" -Mark Twain
Shouldn't that be the motto for everyone's life?
So, this journey all ends tomorrow... With a flight to Japan, then Chicago and home (pray for no delays or cancellations from this stupid typhoon!) Then I have one of my best friend's wedding on Saturday which will be a good intro back to the American culture! Let's just hope the jet lag isn't too severe or I might be asleep by the reception dinner... :) We'll see how I handle this reverse culture shock!
Farewell Korea... Thanks for a grand old time.I can't wait to see my family, my friends, and the wonderful Minnesota!
On to the next adventure!
Love, Meghan